Help!

This week caused me to finally cry "mercy" and as well as literally cry. This week was hard. This week made me feel weak. This week made me finally cry out to my community and say I can't do this, I need help, I need you. And of course they stepped up. 

Here's the thing, people don't know what you need until you tell them (they aren't mind readers and they haven't walked this same journey). So that house cleaning fairy I've been wanting will be here tomorrow (which gave me the freedom to care for myself tonight and relax), that valet store service I've been longing for showed up at my doorstep with diapers, Boogie Wipes, Pedalyte and a new humidifier filter, that friend I need to come over and hang out when my kids are finally in bed will be here Tuesday night and that person you need who won't judge you for the thoughts and hurts you need to share was there allowing me to word vomit via text. 

I am thankful for my Solace community and the love they have for me and my kiddos. They didn't sign up for this but man I'm thankful they are willing to invest in me and them.